and everytime we kiss i swear i could flyy..

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

we all lead one life.

in one minute. we can choose to be happy OR sad/angry and whatever not.

if it was me few years back i rather spend my time depressing myself -_- but now...i'll lead my life to its fullest.

you?

i want this to last 1:38 AM

-__-

is it that hard. to stay happy in life. lol.

i want this to last 1:34 AM

Sunday, November 01, 2009

:) learnt something tonight. ahah.

life's not about..what you do to it. not about what you do with it. but what you feel about it.

well let's get this straight. i rather be contented with a simple life which allows me to stay happy laugh at anything and everything i want. rather than to fit in into a social stigma that i'll eventually drown myself in. later, i'm lost and gone.

not everything others do may make me happy. it may look happy on the surface but given some thought...things might not appear so :(

well! live life to its fullest! and it's partially by going through all the different kinds of experiences! but it's more about staying positive and happy, thinking that what you are doing is right and is something you truly enjoy!

i want this to last 3:13 AM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

the worst feeling is when..

you know you can help.

you try to help.

you cant help.

you watch helplessly.

you lose yourself.

you lose your way.

you dunno how to help yourself even.

haiz. keep holding on.!

i want this to last 12:32 AM

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

SERIOUSLY. all i wanna say is FUCK OFF.

you had YOUR LIFE. but I HAVEN? FUCKING SHIT. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKUFCKFUCKUFKCUFKCUKFUCKUFKFUKCUKFUKCUKFUKU KFUKCUKFUKUKFUKFUCKUCKUKFUKCUFKUKUFKUCKUKFUFKCUKFUFKCKCUKCUFKUKCUCKUKFUKUKUFKUKUCKC.

FUCK OFF.

i want this to last 11:53 PM

life's back to normal. :) maybe it's the stress level that has dominated my mind recently and stuff...but i found myself again! HAHA. at least im happier once again.

clear of what i have to do, and what it takes for me to do them :)

nicholas is going allllllll out to FIGHHTTT. WHOOOOOOOOOO! :D

this world is going to be a happy world LOLLL. (everything's about HOW I SEE MYSELF LOLLLLL)

tata! BOOMZSZSZ! AHHAHA

i want this to last 12:42 AM

Sunday, October 04, 2009

passivity.

i know. but i cant just move forward.

i want this to last 10:02 PM

hearing this song.

making me think.

sometimes thinking makes you grow.

sometimes it makes you outgrow yourself

im running off again.

i dunno what's this feeling overwhelming me.

it hasn't been like this 15 years of my life.

and now it has.

the distance.

is killing.

i want this to last 12:19 AM